Let’s face it, we live in a very stressful world during very stressful times. The economy is in the toilet, our leaders are corrupt, costs are out of control and the air isn’t fit to breathe. And on top of all that, you have to earn a living just to keep a roof over your head and eat. Where is there any time for fun? Well, some of us are luckier than others. We have good jobs that pay well and we can actually take time off to have fun. But what about the rest of us?
If you write music for a living, like I do, much of what you write is for your business, if not all of it. And when you’re done writing for the day, do you really want to spend more time writing for your own enjoyment? I mean if you’ve got the time to do that, wouldn’t you rather make your writing session be productive towards your business? I don’t know about you but I feel guilty if I’m writing and it’s not directly related to earning a living, especially since money is kind of tight on this end. It makes it hard to relax and have a good time.
So if you’re like me, what do you do?
Well, I’m actually kind of lucky. See, I don’t mind writing all day for some project. Music is music as far as I’m concerned. Sure, every once in a while I might want to work on something that doesn’t have to be a 170 beats per minute dance track, or whatever my project is, but for the most part, I’m happy doing what I’m doing.
But what about for the rest of us? As much as a lot of people love music, not everybody wants to spend all day working on some musical project, no matter how exciting it is.
Admit it, every once in a while you get sick of writing for your business and the last thing you want to do is sit down and write some more for “fun” as if that was even possible at this point.
So the answer for many of us is, no, there is really no time to write for fun. After the work day is over, the last thing we want to do is look at a DAW or transcription program. So what do we do?
We do something else.
Yes, hard to believe but composers have a life outside of music. I actually have another interest that takes up a couple days of my time. I’m into a collective card game called Magic The Gathering. It’s a lot of fun and it gives me a chance to do something other than write music.
In fact, I haven’t written a piece of music for my own pleasure since September of last year. Before that, I completed some classical works including a piano concerto and a symphony. But that was it after September 2013 hit. And it may be a long time before I write another piece for pleasure again.
Not everybody can do this, however. Some people need that free time to write something just for themselves. When that happens, it’s time to schedule. You simply make your mind up to spend X number of hours in the day to write for your business and Y number of hours to work on your hobbies. So if you have to write dance tracks for clients but need to write classical pieces for your own enjoyment, do it. Take an hour or two out of your day to devote to your music for music’s sake.
Feeling guilty for doing that? Don’t be. Life is too short for guilt over something that is relatively so trivial. Look, you can’t work 24/7. Nobody can. So decide to take 8 hours out of your day for working on your music and then some time for enjoying your music.
Make the time.
Before I wrap this one up, I want to tell you a little story. It’s how I really started getting into writing music for myself.
I was bowling in this league back when I was about 20 years old. Hard to believe that’s 36 years ago. Anyway, on my team was this girl who I ended up liking a lot. I asked her out, kind of, but after avoiding the subject long enough she finally said we could only be friends. Needless to say I was pretty broken up about it. At age 20 you get broken up over lots of stuff. Today, it wouldn’t even register a blip.
Anyway, I needed to do something to get my mind off of her. Well, my mother had a baby grand piano in the living room. I would play it now and then just for fun but I never really cared enough to do anything serious with it.
Well, I started hitting that piano every single day. I started to write my own music. Yeah, it was horrible music, but it was therapeutic. The more I wrote, the more it got my mind off of this girl.
Eventually, it lead to me going to my local musical instrument store and picking up my first keyboards, a Stringvox and Moog. This was so cool to me, having this kind of technology that the big boys were using in their bands. I never had anything like this before.
After that, I picked up a Teac A3440 4 track tape recorder and started doing multi track recording for the first time. It was a blast.
Today, 36 years later, I have Cubase 7 and more synths than I could have ever dreamed of back then. Sure, they’re all virtual synths, but as far as I’m concerned, it’s the same thing.
I can’t even imagine what my life would have been like had I not met this girl who broke my heart in two. I may have never gotten into music at all. In short, my therapy turned into my passion which ultimately turned into my livelihood.
So give yourself a break from work and enjoy your music while you can.
Because it goes oh so quickly.
For The Love Of Music,
Steven “Wags” Wagenheim